Who is dreaming the butterfly
Zhuangzi wakes up from being a butterfly and does not rush to sort out which one he is.
By Sovandarapor (James) Kong · · Nondual
Chapter 05 of 12 in The masters were funny
Zhuangzi dreams he is a butterfly. Not a man watching a butterfly, a butterfly, doing butterfly things, with no memory of being a man. Then he wakes up and he is unmistakably Zhuangzi, and he says he does not know whether he is a man who dreamt he was a butterfly, or a butterfly now dreaming he is a man.
That is the whole passage. About two thousand three hundred years old and it fits in a paragraph.
What makes it a good joke and not a stoner question is what Zhuangzi does next, which is nothing. He does not resolve it. He does not build a system on it. He notes that between the two there must be some distinction, and he calls that the transformation of things, and he moves on to the next story. The refusal to settle it is the point.
Take it seriously for a minute. Inside the dream the butterfly had no doubts. It was not a man with reduced information, it was fully a butterfly, complete, with a butterfly's certainty. Which means certainty about what you are is exactly what a dream supplies. It is the cheapest thing in the room. Right now the sense of being this specific person, with this history, in this chair, is generating the same total conviction that the butterfly had.
Everyone who tells this story loves the vertigo of it. What I notice is the thing that does not move. There was a butterfly's world and there is a man's world, and something was awake for both, and it did not gain a memory of the wings or lose anything when they went. Whatever that is, it was not the butterfly and it is not Zhuangzi.
He does not say that, to be fair to him. He is Daoist, not Vedantin, and the passage is happy to leave you unsteady rather than hand you a conclusion. I am borrowing it, which is what everybody does with this story, and I should admit that when I do.